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( Quizzle II: The Reckoning )

Christmas was most certainly an enjoyable experience. I got an excellent sticker-picture of my uncle flipping me off ;). Spencer got me a miracle blade...that kid is MAYBE a step or two away from a deity. I got an mp3 player, to which I have been nigh-inseperable since I got it. Havin the homebros over on wednesday, connor is letting me borrow his ps2, cuz he r0x0rs like such. Spencer also got me hazelnut syrup, with which i shall make many a tasty mug of cocoa. I also got some books from my uncle, as well as some awesome anime from my other uncle. good shtuff. I realllly want to play some good old-school dungeons and dragons lately, but nobody is running a campaign. I need to work on me vocals a bit more...oh well im way too lazy to be doing things anyway. I think I'll make chicken soup tomorrow or wednesday, so i can test out my new miracle blade and cuz i have a cold. We got a BEAST of a gourmet cookbook for christmas, ich bin sehr psyched.

A weekend spent with MCR is a weekend spent making them my new favorite band.

( Quizzle )

Projected candy cane consumption for today: 6

In other news, I met a new friend on that thar internet. Good shtuff. Candy canes are among the tastiest things in existence, they're up there with cheesecake and potato soup ;). Winter break is goin alright I suppose. I have to go to seattle for christmas, and apparently my parents are making me do a bunch of cooking for it? I dunno, they're poops. Went to Emilys yesterday, probably the first time it wasnt horribly depressing. My dad gave me a ride home (even though it was during his work day) cuz hes awesome-cool like that. I also got starbucks, which is good. I'm sure that this is horribly interesting to all of you...(I don't have much to talk about).

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Feeling better today, got me some candy canes and oasis in the background. Yesterday, I played Emily the song I wrote...mainly cuz i worked damn hard on it, not that i thought it would do any good. Um, lesse. In other news, i got KFC. It made me feel a little ill, but so totally worth it. Last night, when i was sitting on the computer, I heard a really low woman's voice mumble outside my door. My mom is in the tri-cities and my sister was long since asleep. I'm quite onvinced it was the ghost that lives in my house, cuz my dad said he heard the exact same thing a couple nights ago, and it sounded like it was coming from my room. Maybe its the ghost of christmas past?

Ever hurt so much emotionally, that it actually starts to make your body physically hurt?

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Spencer needs to come over, I need that fucking song. Bad day.

So today was good til like, 5 minutes ago. Had connor and spencer over, we had a fair amount of fun. I've got some "homework" to do for the music. Ugh, i feel insanely anxious and a wee bit nauseated...ugh. I hate how something so subtle can fuck over a day like this.

Aah, content. Seems to be the word of the week. Had emily over today, that was splendiferous, although towards the end i got in a weird mood, hard to describe. Kevin burnt me an oasis CD today cuz hes a pimptater. Yeah...well....hrm...Audrey is almost done with my scarf! Which is good, as I am in desperate need of its neck-warming capabilities.

Hrm. I can't decide if today was good or bad. I'll say it was average (although I'm now leaning towards good) ...my life is so complicated, with such tough decisions as that. Oh well, I got to listen to Deja Entendu for 3 entire periods, so go me.

Today wasn't particularly good. For some reason I've been really tired lately (I'm willing to venture the guess that it may be the fact that I'm not sleeping real well). I did, however, get a nice nap today when I got home. Not just any nap, a nap taken to the soothing sounds of Deja Entendu! Thats right...I've got it...YOu don't...Or do....um...Yeah.

Hmm. So no longer depressed. I could even go so far as to say...happy, perhaps even ecstatic. If i had better words, i'd so totally use them. Also, I'm making a new journal, cuz i messed up my time values. Dunno what it'll be though, keep an eye out for new people on your friends list

My...fucked over once again. I'm done with this shit now. I wish i had more dexterity in my fingerial areas with which i could write a song about this whole goddamned situation and sell millions and become a gizillionaire and leave it all behind.

Ah, cheesecake in the oven, espresso in hand...almost good enough to make me forget.

...Why can't I just have a sister who cares for something other than herself?